fashion is all about being confidence with your self

fashion is all about being confidence with your self by yulianarosi featuring magnetic earrings

River Island top
$14 - riverisland.com

Jaeger print coat
$340 - houseoffraser.co.uk

Black skirt
$94 - whistles.com

Topshop high heel boots
topshop.com

Alexander McQueen backpack
net-a-porter.com

Georg Jensen watch
$1,375 - selfridges.com

Givenchy magnetic earrings
barneys.com

Chain necklace
etsy.com

Bridal jewelry
hottopic.com



waktu istirahat kanto yang biasanya gue pake untuk makan siang, hari ini gue pake buat maen Polyvore. Aplikasi ini pernah gue punya di iPhone gue cuma gue apus. gue juga baru tahu kalo bisa pake di komputer. akhirnya dari pada makan siang mending gue maen beginian deh. ditengah kementokan otak gue nulis script untuk salah satu program di TV yang gue lagi magang, ga ada salahnya kali ya kalo gue salurin hobi gue buat mix and match baju. 

Entah kenapa gue jatuh cinta banget sama turtle neck. menurut gue baju yang punya kerah turtle neck itu sangat simple dan enak dilihat. Black skirt, gue suka banget sama skirt satu ini. gue punya satu cuman ga sepanjang ini sih. menurut gue black skirt ini ngebentuk badan banget. Gue paduin black skirt ini sama turtle neck yang bentuknya crop tee. karena gue buatnya untuk jalan-jalan santai aja gue tambahin cardigan yang mana kali aja kedinginan #apabangetdeh 

sepatu nya gue pilih semi boot. karena gue bukan tipe cewek yang peminim dan suka banget sama heel, jadi untuk putfit ini gue pakein boot yang semi-semi wedge. ditambahin sama gelang dan jam, gue ga bisa lepas dari dua hal ini. dan ada sentuhan kalung akan nambah ini semakin keren. 
tas ransel juga nunjukn kalo yaa ini ga feminim-feminim banget kan. hahhahaa

gue ga gtu dalemin dunia fashion. buat gue fashion itu adalah gimana loe bisa percaya diri ketika pake baju yg lagi loe pake. Gue adalah keturunan badan yang gemuk. Dulu waktu SMP gue sampe kbingunan mau cari baju gimana, dan sungguh gue gak fashionable banget. ya bukan berarti sekarang fashionable banget cuman sekarnag gue lebih tahu baju mana yang pas dibadan montok gue ini. Gue nabung untuk gue bisa beli baju yang gue mau. sebagais seorang yang punya badan montok, baju kita juga harganya montok juga. Sampe sekarang gue cuma nemu beberapa merek yang cocok dan pas buat gue, diataranya Dorothy Perkins, New Look dan Mark and Spencer. Selain itu gue ga gtu cocok. selain itu gue suka bikin baju sendiri. berawal dari bakat stalkerin online shop akhirnya gue nemuin beberapa online shop yang jual baju yang made by order. 
 beberapa baju gue bahkan orang-orang tanya dimana beli nya, kok bisa punya baju ini dsb, guys buat kalian yang punya badan montok kayak saya nih, jangan minder ya. Gue selalu pede dengan apa yang gue pake, baju ga perlu mahal-mahal yang penting loe enak pake dan enak dilihat. 

jadi montok itu anugerah loh, cuma krna taun depan gue wisuda dan oake kebaya gue akhirnya memutuskan untuk diet. It start next week. why next week? karena gue next week baru ikutan olahraga muah thay yang terkenal ngabisin lemak hahhahhaha. gue ga mau diwisuda gue keliatan kayak lemper. selain itu ya demi kesehatan dan demi masa depan gue nanti. hahahhaha

udah dulu yaaa...
sampai jumpa ditulisan berikutnyaa... 

How Do You Tell Your Best Friend You’re In Love With Them?

I don’t know where to start. Have you ever felt a certain way and had no idea how to handle it? Knowing that if you ever told anyone how you felt, it would change and possibly ruin relationships? I keep secrets and move my life in a way that I think best suits other people. I decide to keep things in because at the end of the day, I’d rather other people’s lives be sane and simple, knowing I can deal with my demons if it means other people have their happiness. I consider it strong even though others may consider it weak.

The problem becomes, at what point do your demons get the best of you? When does the time come when you have to stop pretending and instead give in, lift the veil and let people see the real you?

I tell myself we’re just friends. I tell myself I know how lucky I am to have a friend like you. Early on I realized friendships should be nurtured and cherished. It’s your friends who stand by you, deal with your slightly odd behavior and overly energetic outbursts. The ones who pick you up and make you feel like a single part of an important larger piece. But what happens when friendship stop being enough? There are times when you look at your friend and realize they’ve been much more all along. So what do you do? Do you keep the friendship, knowing that for the rest of your life you’ll always wonder what if and what would have happened? Or do you tell the person how you feel, knowing that it could unravel the foundation and cause you to break whatever bond existed?

I’ve started to develop hangovers from hanging out with you. It’s like just hanging out with you is strong liquor. The first few days are the hardest, looking for reasons to reach out and make contact. Counting the moments between text messages, thinking that everything would be so much better if only you were near. As the days go on, you start to forget and return to normal life. But it only takes one afternoon together to put you right back in this place. It’s getting worse and I’m about at my breaking point.

What’s funny is you can convince yourself of anything if you try hard enough. You can take glances and turn them into something more. That brush of the shoulder wasn’t in fact just a brush and instead was a cry to notice them. The fortune in the cookie means your time is just around the corner. Anything can be turned into something, but how do you know what’s real?

I’m in love with you. It sounds stupid and selfish, but you take the things that you expect to happen when people talk about love and it’s always you. There are people in my life who I love, but no one affects me the way that you do. You make me feel whole. You make me feel safe. You make me believe that I can do anything and make me want to be the best possible person I can be. Your faith in me makes me feel like nothing can stop me and your interest makes me feel important and loved. My dreams seem small and inconsequential, but you make them seem like the most important dreams in the world. I’m amazed by your vigor and curiosity for life. When you want to do something unique and uplifting, you inspire me to do the same. You see the world differently than others and it’s contagious.

Did I know all of this first time I met you? I’m not sure when this started to happen, but it has and I think it’s important you understand. I know there is a chance that you don’t feel the same way and this will be the last time I speak with you. But I’ve weighed the consequences, and while I will miss having you as a friend, it’s too painful to be your friend and keep these feelings knowing that every time I see you the feelings get worse. Seeing you affects how I see others.

The other day I was thinking to myself, “I wish I didn’t feel this way; I wish I was normal”. But then I thought about it and instead imagined what it would be like if you also felt this way and thanked God for giving me these feelings. I know what love is supposed to be. And even if I can’t have this type of love with you, I know it exists and it makes me understand the purpose of this thing we call life. I don’t know what to expect, but you need to know that I love you. I am in love with you.

I can only hope you feel the same way. 

Source : http://thoughtcatalog.com/anonymous/2014/02/how-do-you-tell-your-best-friend-youre-in-love-with-them/